By iamkara | Feb 18 2016
Over 4 years ago I went to another country for a big festival where I met a guy...
Now I'm Wondering
Over 4 years ago I went to another country for a big festival where I met a guy, let's call him Nick, we had a connection, made out and it was fun! He added me on FB so we were chatting a little when I was back home to my country. We couldn't go see each other mostly because none of us could admit that we want that. I wasn't in love, but I still remember how good it felt to be with him, the kissing part was amazing and the day after I was on a pink cloud. All this 4 years I always unconsciously I was comparing other guys to what I felt with Nick, it was simply like my own scale for kissing experience "from 0 to Nick". And no one was even close to Nick. All this time I thought Nick was just a damn good kisser! I saw on fb he found himself a girlfriend and I was happy for him, but we didn't talk anymore, the festival and all this was an old story...
Until recently he messaged me! He said he wants to come to my country to see me and do things we didn't do the first time haha :) He still has a girlfriend and he is planning on cheating. He says he felt the connection with me too, like it for real was special... And I'm really surprised, after all this years he has a crush on me and wonders if we should be together?
If we meet, he will be cheating on his girlfriend, but what if me & him actually have something special? I mean if 4 years old kiss makes him doubt his looong relationship with a girlfriend, that must be one hell of a kiss (buy that I mean the connection ant the chemistry between us).
So should I meet with him or not?